Personal Log – Stardate -357557.52
My name is Daniel Gray. My name is Daniel Gray. Everything is been stripped away, yet I’m reminded everyday, that I must sign my name. Daniel Gray. I’m currently in the self proclaimed greatest country in the history of the planet. Yet my entire life has been nothing but trauma. Now we live under a new threat of war in my name. It’s like I’ve reached the eye of the storm. A gentle pause. There’s nothing left except my name.
To tell you the truth. I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s all happening right now, before out eyes. I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. We are a hive mind. A collective consciousness.
We severed our connection to the Source, to protect the species. We became predator and prey in order to survive. It’s paradoxical. We’ve lived under this mode for thousands of years. A new mode is emerging. Scores of people are randomly waking up and seeing reality as it truly is.
A few months ago, I was the Source. Words are important. I didn’t find it, and I wasn’t doing any particular practice. Everything simply melted away, and I existed as the cosmos. Then I thought “This is awesome!” And I was sucked away, the more I grasped the faster I came back to reality.
The Source is a paradox. It is not awesome. This word isn’t sufficient. It isn’t god, that’s also insufficient. I say Source because the word itself means what it is, the Source. I had to become the Source to realize that I was always the Source. There is only one Source, and we are all that.
How did I get to this point? I’ve surrendered everything except my name. I’m comfortable parting with this as well. It wasn’t always like this. I the recent past, I was delighted to be commanded from within. My entire life I felt like an alien on this planet. Something was wrong with everyone. Getting messages from a higher being filled me with joy. For more then ten years there were two of me. He told me to write, “Path to Heaven.” I started the book as two, and ended realizing that I was always him.
Since that experience I began to rethink my plans. For many years now, I’ve been trying to convince people of a thing I called, a Nation Without Borders. I try to explain what it is, and was continuously frustrated. The truth is, I was always thinking of the Federation and Starfleet. For so long, I projected the Federation as something in the distant future. And I hoped that I could make practical first steps so that it can happen long down the line.
After realizing who I am, it’s best to speak of the here and now. I’ve been dreaming of the Federation for very long time. Now it’s the time to make it happen. Starfleet Papers, will outline things that we can go right now, to make the Federation a reality. I’m already all in. I’m a citizen of the Federation.
I know that Star Trek is just a show. It’s our show. Our dreams. I was tempted to create an entire universe around the Starfleet Papers. Well, I actually did. In my mind. The next post is a glimpse of this world. I’ve decided that my voice is the only voice for Starfleet Papers. For now.
In the meantime, check out my one glimpse into fantasy…